Pushing You Out

You wake up every day hoping that it would be the day he/she is no longer in your heart; although he/she is on your mind. You’re thinking about how and why the relationship ended, but the feelings are still lingering. You can’t bring yourself to have malice for him/her, although it would be easier to let go if you did. Maybe you need closure. Maybe you need just a moment of their time to get some things off your chest. It’s possible that the harder you try to push him/her out of your heart, the deeper you feel for them. You go through the motions of being with someone else, but it’s not the same.